Once again... Len's Journal <3

Once upon a time, there was a little black piggy who was always bored and rejected. Every single day was the same, rolling in the mud, eating some seriously weird mixed stuffs... She was always hoping that one day, things would be different. Christmas was coming soon, and all the people were having fun preparing for the holidays...except that little black piggy. She felt unwanted and lonely. Even all the farm animals had someone to spend their Christmas with, except her. Every year was the same, she would just sit in a corner, watching everyone else having fun, being all lovely dovey with each other. Yes, Piggies have feelings. She tried to find someone too, but the pigs were all gross and ugly for her and no one seemed to fit her interests. She wanted to find her true love, and she knew it wasn't with them at all... "Patience..." She thought. Black piggy had an unique apparence, she was tiny and she was the only black piggy in the farm. All the others piggies were pink... or other some fucked up weird colors... Probably from the mud, but who knows.

"Wheeeee... Wheee wheee. (This year... It'll be different)" She whee'ed as she looked really determinated like she was about to kick some serious asses. Damn, tough piggy.

At night, she was planning to run off from the farm to search for a better place, hopefully, her true love on the way. As being a black piggy, it was much harder to be detected. "Wheeeeee! (Lucky to be a black piggy!)" She happily whee'ed. She kept staring at the sky, telling herself that was her chance to make her escape. She was a little scared but courageous. To smooth her mind, she kept thinking like she was going on a vacation... Even if Piggies are always on vacations but we all get the point. The sun was finally away... That was her signal, her chance to fight for her true destiny. A new destiny awaited her. She was aware of the dangers, she had nothng to lose but everything to gain. She ate as much as she could before she left for a new adventure.

Things weren't too easy for the little black piggy. She was so small so, she couldn't be seen easily as a prey. It was a long long travel... She had no specific destination. She wandered around for days and unfortunately, nothing new was discovered until she saw a road. As she approched, a car flew by in front of her eyes. "WHEEEE!" she screamed. But something seemed to be on the other side of the road. Black piggy was really scared, she was shaking with all fears. She really wanted to make this year different... But nothing would be changed if she doesn't work hard for it. She took all her courage, and ran as fast as she could before a car would pass by. Piggy was so small and tiny and the road was large and long, she had a feeling that she couldn't make it. She heard a noise of a car engine coming on her way, but she was still far away to reach the other side! She thought she could always stand between the tires, but the car was coming so fast, she was so scared to be squished by those tires! Panicked, she stood in one place, closed her eyes... Maybe it was her final moment of her life...
Suddenly, a mysterious silhouette came out from the other side and tackled the little black piggy off the road! They both rolled out of the road, but the little poor black piggy was tackled on the head! The impact was too hard for her, she fell unconscious. Her mysterious lifesaver stood next to her... Mostly because he felt bad for hurting her, and once she would wake up, she would probably hunt the person who did that to her. So, he'd rather to receive his punishment as soon as possible than always worrying she would come by behind and stabbed him in the back with those evil eyes.

A few hours later, she finally awoke. She felt a little dizzy, and the first thing she saw was... A little white piggy sleeping. Same height and weight as her, she couldn't believe her own eyes, only the color was different. She approched near of him and poked him in the eye. White piggy shook his head and immediately looked who was asking for his attention. He smiled happily.

"Wheeeeee... Wheeee whee?" (Are you... Are you the one who saved me?)
"WHEEE! Wheeee, wheee wee!" (YES! It was me, I'm glad that you're well!)
"Wheee....?" (Where am I...?)
"Wheeee...Weee weee weee!!!" (I have no idea...You almost died!!!)

Some more whee whee's conversations were going on. They apprently had the same goals. Escaping from their farm for a better life. To break the routine. To find someone to spend their Christmas with. It was turning darker and darker... Snow was slowly falling from the sky. Those little piggies were getting cold so they found a rabbit's hideout. A rabbit was already in there. They grabbed the rabbit's ears with their teeth and kicked the rabbit's butt with their rear paws. It wasn't really nice of them, but they had to find a way to survive. Rabbit got freaking pissed and bit the white piggy's forehead. He let out a little scream, but then the rabbit ran away.... a few meters away... and dug a new hideout. Black piggy felt a little bit uneasy... The hole was a little small for both of them, and she never got close to someone before. White piggy was blushing... He had that warm feeling inside but he wasn't sure if black piggy was feeling the same. They took a peek outside and stared at the stars together as the snowflakes were melting as it landed on their little nose. They shared their stories and they were similar. They randomly pointed out a star and it happened they've chosen the same star. They were born under the same star, similar apparences, similar destinies...and maybe a futur together? Black piggy was getting really cold... but then, white piggy pulled to him and tried to keep her warm. She never felt that great before, and she quickly fell asleep, under the white piggy's body.

A new journey was about to begin. Black piggy jumped a little when she noticed she was under him... She used to wake up with no one next to her... "wheee..." (Good morning...) He said half-asleep. She was charmed by the way he was sleeping... and cuddled some more with him. White piggy just pulled her even closer to him. They were having a good time until that pissed rabbit came back and kick their asses out of his hole. "*Makes noises with his teeth...*" (Payback bitch!) said the furious rabbit. They wandered around for food, they were so happy together. They obviously fell in love with each other. The white piggy asked the black piggy to wait under that tree, he would come back in a few minutes. Like he promised, he came back a few minutes later with flowers in his mouth. Some flowers were still alive and beautiful, winter wasn't enough cold to destroy them. Touched by his actions, black piggy jumped on white piggy and they rolled over on the grass, and finally admitted they loved each other.

"Wheee! Wheee wheee wheee." (I know! Let's go back to my farm and let's spend Christmas together." Suggested the white piggy.
"Wheee!!! Wheee wheeeeeeeee!" (Sounds great! I can't wait to spend Christmas with you!)
"Wheee whee." (Let's go then.)

A few days later, they reached the white piggy's farm. Christmas was today, they were right on time! White piggy scratched on his owner's entrance door, and a tall man opened the door.

"Well, well! Isn't it my little cute piggy there?! Aww, where'd you go my little one? Oh, looks like he brought someone with him!" He said as he looked behind his little piggy.

Black piggy was hiding (At least, trying to) behind her lover, she was shy and afraid when people were staring at her with those big wide eyes.

"Haha aww! That's so cute! All right, I'll give you guys some food and water! You must all be hungry eh!?" Said the Canadian guy.

Finally, their efforts were rewarded. They spent their Christmas together, cuddling very tightly. They ran and jumped around of true happiness and love. They stood under a mistletoe, and gave their first piggy kiss.

They lived happily together forever and had some piggy sex after they were pretending to be drunk by drinking the water. So that means, a lot of piggy babies. But that is another story.

-THE END-

***PLEIN DE SHIT À LIRE SOYEZ BORED AVANT DE LIRE CE POST, KTNX***

Par ou commencer...

Premièrement, j'vais parler de toi Michel. Je pense sincièrement que t'es un gars qui fais du sense dans la vie. Je ne vois pas vraiment pourquoi tu te rabaisse tant, t'as plein de qualités formidable. Ton problème de ta conscience, je ne vois vraiment aucun problème la dessus... Sois fier de ta conscience, je suis sure qu'il ya des filles qui ont tellement peur de tomber sur des assholes qui veulent juste du cul mais qu'ils leur mettent dans leur tête que c'est du 'True Love'. Selfish guys... Tu seras la pour ces genres de personnes. Sois fier que t'es un des rare personne qui ont encore une consicence morale. Ouais, souvent nos amies disent souvent que t'es l'homme parfait pis tu te demande pourquoi t'as pas de blonde... T'en aurais pu en avoir, mais c'était juste des ptite connes, tu savais que ca allais te causer plus de troubles que d'autre choses. T'es vraiment un ami que je respecte le plus dans mon cercle d'amis, je te considere meme pas comme un ami ordinaire, et je sais que tu ira loin dans la vie amoureuse, et future si tu te mets les efforts necessaires. Laisse pas ta queue prendre le dessus, a moins que tu veux juste de l'affection physique mais j'espere que t'es assez intelligent que la fille doit pas etre trop attachee a toi quand il y a du sexe involved. Tu risques etre dans la marde si la fille est fatigante. :) Je crois en toi, 100% et je serais toujours la peu importe que les distances qui nous separa. Apres tout, je te remerci d'avoir sauver ma vie plusieurs fois, par les autos xD surtout mentalement. J'vais jamais trouver un ami de confiance comme toi. Tu es unique, tu es con. :D Tu es une perle rare, je l'avoue. J'avoue que ca me rend triste de ne pas t'avoir aimer encore, mais je sais que je ne peux pas me forcer.


Ma mere et moi on se dispute jamais. A par quand on parle de mon immigration. On se dispute souvent sur ca, sans se crier dessus, bien sur. Elle arretait pas de me faire voir le mauvais cote des U.S puis les etudes...Puis a chaque fois que je disais quelque chose qui faisais du sense, elle disais n'importe quoi pour me rabaisser pour que je puisse rester ici. Ca m'as frustree, j'ai petee un plomb puis j'ai dit quelque chose un peu deplacee mais quand meme vrai. Elle essayait carrement de me mettre les batons dans les roues, j'en pouvais plus de ses arguements stupide, alors j'ai dit

"Ca sert a quoi qu'on discute sur ce sujet si je sais qu'il va avoir personne qui va m'aider financierement et moralement? J'ai toujours ete solitaire sur le plan financiere et future depuis longtemps, alors tes arguments ne feront aucune difference car je suis habituee d'avoir aucun support de ma propre famille dans quoi que ce soit. J'peux me debrouiller toute seule." La conversation a terminee sec de meme, elle a doucement fermee la porte de ma chambre.

Je sais qu'elle s'inquiete beaucoup a propos de moi. Elle est la seule personne qui m'as montree un peu de support... Ma mere est probablement la seule personne qui care le plus dans ma famile. Apres quelque minutes plus tard, je me sentais tellement mal de l'avoir dit ca. J'en ai meme pleuree. Je me suis frustree trop vite a cause ca me faisais rappeller qu'est que ma soeur m'as dit alors j'ai tout de suite que ma mere a voulue faire la meme chose. Mon pere...est inexistant. Ma soeur est partie en appartement pis quand j'ai parlee a propos de ce sujet, elle disait que j'allais recevoir aucun support de personne pis que j'allais vivre une vie merdique, ca m'as blessee, car je sais que j'ai jamais vraiment eu de support pour mes projets personnelle, ma famile etait toujours contre. Mon main family, est ma seule famille. Mes oncles, tantes... et autres... J'en ai pas. Pour mon immigration, j'avais aucune intention de demander de l'argent de ma mere et ma soeur... Mon pere est riche, alors j'vais en demander puis en meme temps, de lui mettre au courant meme si chu sure qu'il va pas vraiment essayer de me comprendre... Eh, tant pis. Si il refuse de me supporter un peu financierement, alors tant pis... J'vais me debrouiller toute seule comme je fais depuis 4 ans. J'ai empruntee de l'argent de personne depuis le divorce de mes parents. (Ben quand mes parents etaient divorcer, j'allais avoir mes 16 ans alors je pouvais travailler)

J'aime Montreal. Ne vous trompez pas. Mais je veux faire ma vie, je suis tannee d'etre toujours separer de Kyle depuis 3 ans, je veux etre heureuse. Oui, c'est des sacrifices a faire, mais j'en perd pas trop comme vous le pensez. C'est pas si risquee que ca si on est bien informer. Il suffit d'etre bien organiser, faire beaucoup de recherches, penser a toute les possibilites qui se pourrait se passer et le plus important, ne pas paniquer, avoir le controle de notre sang-froid. Etre independante. Avoir confiance en soi. Faut rester forte peu importe les obstacles qui nous presentent.

J'avoue que je suis devenue plus forte depuis ma grosse depression a cause de ce gros chien sale de merde de fiance que j'aime, car je ne me fais plus taper dessus, je l'envois chier quand il me tape sur les nerfs, j'ai le controle de la situation beaucoup plus facilement. Je ne suis plus la ptite fille devoted a un chien sale, je me laisse pus abattre par ces genres de personne la. Je crois en moi meme, je me depend meme plus de lui. Meme si il arrive quelque chose au Etas, j'vais au moins terminer ma session et remonter a Montreal pour terminer mes etudes. Serieux, tu crois tu vraiment que ma vie entiere sera terminer a cause d'une personne qu'on aime? Fuck you, sti, tu peux ben aller te faire foutre car je sais que j'vais toujours me rependre quelque part, ca serais jamais la fin du monde avec toi, salaud. :) Ouais, je l'insulte car je suis encore blessee pour qu'est qui m'as fait. Avec le temps, ca va guerir et je sais qu'il essaye de se reprendre. J'ai confiance que les gens peuvent changer si ils le veulent vraiment. Je suis la preuve vivante. J'ai fais beaucoup d'erreurs dans mon passé, j'ai carrément changer mes habitudes et je voulais me re-devoted a la personne que j'ai fait mal. Je sais c'est quoi de vouloir vraiment montrer a la personne qu'on a changer. Je le crois pas encore a 100%, il faut qu'il me fournit des preuves IN REAL LIFE. Ca s'en viens. Et en etant en personne avec lui pour une longue periode de temps, ca va grandement m'aider a voir les choses dans un angle différent.